AL PARKER WAS THE 1ST GAY F MAN I WAS EXPOSED TOO...I HAVE THIS FONDEST FOR HIM ..AS YOU CAN TELL...

earlier in one of my post i mentioned that i would tell the story of when i met the singer /songwriter jewel. i met her one day at a downtown bookstore in ann arbor michigan...of the many things we talked about during that brief time was...well i wanted to know how she got started in the music bussiness and what she told me has stuck with me all this time ..almost like : my epihany....she said that she was broke / homeless and living in her car in la. and one day she was walking by a guitar store window and suddendly she thought too herself...... " you know there's no reason i can't have that "... that 's it, i have to tell you i've spent alot of years not reaching high enough and settleing for less as if i don't deserve better... always with the excuse's... it's outta my reach or iam not in his league or i could never do that. thankfully am getting better and i too say to myself you know there really isn't any reason i can't have what i want...and am not just talking about material things ..am talking about abudance / things from within like / joy / peace / light heartedness .....thanks for letting me share ....have a blessed day!!!!!

what's up babe?

the happiest excitement in life is to be convinced that one is fighting for all one is worth on behalf of some clearly seen and deeply felt good.".. ruth benedict

i'd do'em

yeah i would