My feelings , the ones that i just can't ignore & I should be stronger in my heart than my ego. Sometimes i feel it's somehow wrong to have such strong feelings of rage & hate , that there's something wrong with that . I know there's not and that there's a lot to  justify those feelings. This much I know. I need to go into everyday & into everything with a clean heart or my life just doesn't work for me ...and believe me there are those days.