. " BELIEING THATS THE TRUTH & MAYBE IT IS AND MAYBE IT ISN'T . I NEED TO JUST COME TO YOU FATHER /GOD WITH ALL OF THIS , AND NOW I KNOW I NEED TO SURRENDER IT : MY FEELINGS FOR HIM , HIS APPARENT LACK OF CONSCIOUS NESS AND MENTAL MIND ABOUT HIMSELF OR ME . I AM ASKING ONLY FOR YOUR WILL AND THE MIRACLE OF PERCEPTION ,ACCEPTANCE FOR HOW IT IS , STRENGHT & COURAGE TO MOVE BEYOND WHAT AM HOLDING ON TO . I CAN'T CALL THIS GOOD OR BAD , IT'S JUST LIFE . AND IT'S BEEN DIFFICULT KNOWING HIM . I'LL SAY THIS MUCH THOUGH ITS HAD IT'S VERY REAL MOMENTS AND GOD I LOVED THEM.. IAM PRAYING FOR GUIDANCE , I'D RATHER LOVE HIM FROM A DISTANTS, THAN TO PUT MYSELF IN HARMS WAY AND THATS VERY MUCH A REALITY . I DON'T NEED TO SAY "HEY YOU LOOK AT THE WAY HE TREATS ME AND MAKE HIM TREAT ME BETTER" , YOU KNOW AND YOU SEE AND I'D LIKE TO BELIEVE @ SOME POINT JOHN'S WHOLE LIFE HAS A RADICAL CHANGE ( NOT FOR ME ) FOR HIM .AMEN
"THE MOMENTS OF HAPPINESS WE ENJOY TAKE US BY SURPRIZE . IT IS NOT THAT WE SEIZE THEM BUT THEY SEIZE US. " ASHLEY MONTASOMETIMES I LAUGH OUT LOUD JUST REMEMBERING SOMEONE ELES LAUGHING OUT LOUD . WHY DOES IT FEEL SO GOOD TO MAKE SOMEONE LAUGH ? BECAUSE IT 'S A SELFISH AND GENEROUS ACTION , BOTH AT THE SAME TIME ..... WHEN WE MAKE OTHERS LAUGH , IT'S EXHILARATING .. IT MEANS SOMEONE IS ACTUALLY LISTENING TO US. LAUGHTER ALSO RELEASES INDORPHINS THAT EASE THE PAIN , HEARTACHE OR SADNESS ( OR SO THE STORY GOES ) WHAT A GIFT !!! BONNIE HUNT ..ACTRESS
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